thoughts and relevations

So I got stuck with lots of work lately. At least some of it should be over by now (admin-related stuff), while other (new server) is about to begin. Work at Austrian Research centers also grew more time consuming lately, the three hour journey to vienna for the meetings also demands its time bill.

Last week the ‘fete noir’ took place in Velden. As a local pub owner owned me two bottles of wine for computer related work I and a couple of people decided that it would be a good time to go out. Without having eat anything that day this resulted in a very drunken state of mine, damn that absinthe. As my mind got blurry and took the freedom of forgetting some parts of the evening I lived through personal nightmares before meeting my people on the next day. I tended to let myself go when drunk, letting out the dog in me, but as all of them still talked to me and noone took offense at my actions it can’t be that bad.

I try to learn to swim inside this ocean of chaos, but it seems that I’ve got lost. I feel ashamed. But the stars shine the brightest when seen from the gutters. Alas! Time to rise again.

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