eye injuries, day two

So, they told me that I will get more sensitive to light. O yeah. I do own a “the sun is trying to kill me”-tshirt but currently I really fear her. After a short walk outside in sun light (albeit shielded by sun glasses) my body and I concluded that I will avoid going outside alltogether.

I was visiting my cousin stefan, tried to watch some soccer game but gave up after half an our. The walk home under star (nay, street) lights was better, but still I fear tomorrow.

This thought is nothing compared to the primal fear that my condition will no change for the better. This thought alone makes me crumble and fall into a dark pit.
Times like these show that friends do not have to do something special, they just have to be there for someone. It doesn’t matter how short or in what way, the thought counts. I feel blessed by knowing people like my parents, my sister, cousins and the couple of friends that i’ve met in vienna.

At least the festival seems to be great. I was called by some friends of mine directly from the Alter Bridge, Alice In Chains and Metallica acts and even if I only heared small parts of the songs it must be amesing.

Still I just feel weak and powerless.

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